Lonely on the farm!

People say living on a farm is great? But I worked all may life and now I am on medacare and not by choise! I can't ride horse any more, cause I am in pain all the time. Most of my life I have been in pain. My mom wasn't one of those mothers that took you to the doctor, unless you have brooken bones, stiches or bleeding really bad! I did some hand sprins out in the frount yard and on the forth one my knee twisted side ways and I lay on the yard for a half hour before I could even get up. Just sat there crying holding my knee, I crawl in the house and put ice on it. no one was home, so I just laid there on the couch. you have to under stand in my house, you had to be tuff when you the baby out of 6 kids. I did not know I had tore and inner legiment and tore my manisks in my knee. That end my sports career and not only did I hurt my knee, I did a back bend and landed on my the top of my head really hard.
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